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February 10th, 2003, 01:06 PM
#1
Senior Hostboard Member
Of reality...
one of which I'm not proud of.
The love of my life... my fiance and I...we've broken up.
I'm horribly upset about this..
after spending the past 30 hours wide awake... *the latter half of which about 3 hours were spent driving to and from her house*...
I've become horribly... "ill" if you will, with the old knots in the stomach, heartburn, headaches... etc...
If my posts seem very.. edgy, different, or if you notice I dont post for a long time..
1. I've done the smart thing and fuckin killed myself.
or.
2. I'm fucking upset like no other, and I'm trying to figure out how to give up on life.
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February 10th, 2003, 02:29 PM
#2
HB Forum Owner
Cool... [img]graemlins/thumbs_up.gif[/img]
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February 10th, 2003, 02:29 PM
#3
Inactive Member
Dude...take it easy...it is a girl...I know this, I have been in the same position you are. I was heartbroken...I was hurt...I was suicidal...I even camped out at ek3's house for the entire weekend. But guess what...now everything is so much better, I'm happy, have a great job, ek3 used to camp out at my house on the weekends, and I will be getting married in July...I swear, life gets better, I hate to see people in this position, the only thing i can tell them is it really does get better.
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February 10th, 2003, 02:31 PM
#4
HB Forum Owner
[img]mad.gif[/img] ...you son of a bitch!...you beat me!...now my post doesn't look as heartless!
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February 10th, 2003, 06:16 PM
#5
HB Forum Owner
hmmmm..I thought you broke up last week??? [img]eek.gif[/img]
If this is an every week occurance..it will be fine..cause next week you'll be better.. [img]smile.gif[/img] ..oh yeah..and usually the guy dumps the girl before valentines day..*think on that*
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February 10th, 2003, 10:59 PM
#6
HB Forum Owner
yeah.... guys are bigger assholes
i have told this story to ek3 and tg was there
to experience it... but i guess i'll share it:
the other night when tg and ek3 and me and ek3's
chick went to a (lame) bar.... there was this
girl totally pissed off at her boyfriend.
she was throwing a fit because her now-drunk
boyfriend was planning on ditching her with
the $100 tab he made.
she was throwing a fit! (not that i blame her)
anyways...
apparently he made the claim that he went to
the waitress and asked about his tab and the
waitress said he didn't have one. to this the
girlfriend replied that he had gone to the wrong
waitress... not the waitress he used for drink
ordering. she was still livid because the boyfriend
repeatedly told her that he had no tab... when
she had the damn tab in her hand... she then
went on to say that she was tired of having to
pick up his tabs everywhere they went and blah
blah blah...
he screamed at her something offensive and walked
off (and eventually out of the bar). she stood
there completely shocked and at the verge of
crying... still holding the $100 tab in her hand.
the friends (they obviously came to the bar with)
came up to her and she proceeded to tell them
everything that went on. one of the dudes with
them went out to find the drunk bastard only to
come back with nothing.
i assume they all chipped in to pay for the bill.
moral of the story--
#1 -- guys are dicks.
#2 -- don't be dating someone that consistantly
uses you to pay for shit (when you know they can
pay their share) and then complain or make a
public scene about it. its your own fault.
DUH!
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February 10th, 2003, 11:07 PM
#7
Inactive Member
wouldnt you rather be broken up than with someone who didnt wanna be with ya?
life does suck sometimes, but its fucked to kill yourself. and especially because someone doesnt feel the same way for you anymore.
cuz like gravy says it does get better [img]graemlins/thumbs_up.gif[/img]
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February 11th, 2003, 05:48 AM
#8
TastinGood
Guest
go gay! [img]graemlins/thumbs_up.gif[/img]
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February 11th, 2003, 07:03 AM
#9
Inactive Member
I'll go with what Gravy Train said.And being the divorced guy on the board I know about dissapointment and heartache.Look at it this way,a new beginning,no chick asking you where you been and bugging you to light her candles.Just do what you want!You the man Hanny!,and dont forget it.When me and the ex split up I went on an excersising binge.I lost weight and got my balls back.Use this time to fix personal bug-a-boos then get back after em. [img]cool.gif[/img]
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February 11th, 2003, 03:42 PM
#10
Senior Hostboard Member
*sigh*
What do you do if she's the reason you pushed your hardest to fix all your bug-a-boos in the first place?
I work my ass off at diving, training like a mad man, and I try at school for her.
*grumbles*
I have no personal things I wish to fix, other than I wish to have her.
*grumbles*
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